Saturday, February 21, 2009
sometimes, i really dont quite get your quotes.
i understood them on a surfactant basis.
But how much these quotes would amount to how much and what you are feeling/wanting to say at that moment, when you applied them
this i really cant figure.
i privatised this blog, and put you as an author, hoping that you will type your thoughts/feelings about anything.(unless you dont wanna talk about it)
i feel like im stuck forever in your question marks.
lost.ragged. dying to come home.
where are you.
i understood them on a surfactant basis.
But how much these quotes would amount to how much and what you are feeling/wanting to say at that moment, when you applied them
this i really cant figure.
i privatised this blog, and put you as an author, hoping that you will type your thoughts/feelings about anything.(unless you dont wanna talk about it)
i feel like im stuck forever in your question marks.
lost.ragged. dying to come home.
where are you.
Friday, February 20, 2009
holy bahookies!
today paper was so damn difficult.
im so prepared to fail this one.
i left 3 questions-20 marks blank. and anyhow whack answers for another 40marks questions.
what will happen to the remaining 40 marks questions? god knows what.
this is depressing.T.T
i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.
i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.
die la. i hope i'll still AT LEAST get a D- for this module.(still fail. but considered as subsidary pass)
good enough for me. i dont want to repeat my module! :(
i've done quite enough for today. i'll start studying again tomorrow for my monday papers:S
lets pray its gonna be all easy paper from now on >:/
to all lecturers out there,
SPARE ME~ T.T
today paper was so damn difficult.
im so prepared to fail this one.
i left 3 questions-20 marks blank. and anyhow whack answers for another 40marks questions.
what will happen to the remaining 40 marks questions? god knows what.
this is depressing.T.T
i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.i should have studied harder.
i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.i shouldnt have skipped some pages while studying.
die la. i hope i'll still AT LEAST get a D- for this module.(still fail. but considered as subsidary pass)
good enough for me. i dont want to repeat my module! :(
i've done quite enough for today. i'll start studying again tomorrow for my monday papers:S
lets pray its gonna be all easy paper from now on >:/
to all lecturers out there,
SPARE ME~ T.T
o,0 does brendan has a thing for you?
im just guessing blindy;/
he does look like he is.
am i being paranoid/ jealous?
i am feeling a little threathened.
(no offense but im just letting my thoughts run wild)
lol.funny as it seems, this is actually the first time im feeling this way.
is it because you've become so important to me and slowly everything starts to matter?
ahh. heck it. deal with it libin.
whats mine will eventually be mine. whats not- will not.
zzz. later at 9pm there'll be a difficult paper.
hope i'll be able to concentrate:/
jiayou me:D
im just guessing blindy;/
he does look like he is.
am i being paranoid/ jealous?
i am feeling a little threathened.
(no offense but im just letting my thoughts run wild)
lol.funny as it seems, this is actually the first time im feeling this way.
is it because you've become so important to me and slowly everything starts to matter?
ahh. heck it. deal with it libin.
whats mine will eventually be mine. whats not- will not.
zzz. later at 9pm there'll be a difficult paper.
hope i'll be able to concentrate:/
jiayou me:D
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
went to katib. to study at friend house.
questions about the module to be taken in exams were clarified.
guess i must have used to much brain cells while studying.
fell asleep at his house.
katib is so freaking far~
im really glad you talked to me.
these vibes still tingling inside me even now. ahahahaha
:P back to study
lalalala
questions about the module to be taken in exams were clarified.
guess i must have used to much brain cells while studying.
fell asleep at his house.
katib is so freaking far~
im really glad you talked to me.
these vibes still tingling inside me even now. ahahahaha
:P back to study
lalalala
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
first paper
an hour passed after you decided finally talked to me.
i was elated.
although i didnt really want to get my ass off the chair,and go back to studying/sleeping. i had to.
i couldnt sleep. i tried for two hours. lol. perspiring while tossing and turning on my mattress.
(im staying over at my grandma's because my dad went overseas to play golf)
damn stuffy at my grandma's place. not because of my hotness :/ (haha), but just not enough air ventilation/
my first paper was done with ease. except for some questions that i got stucked for more then 15 minutes. ultimately, some were solved, and some were totally left blank (there's no point in trying when i dont even understand what the question is asking).
im confident to pass. but not confident to score more than 65.
my 2nd paper will be on friday, and i haven't started studying.hahah. die;/
i'll chiong tomorrow and the whole of thursday until my friday papers are done.
the rest of the papers left would be a whole lot easier after that:/ hope i dont get 1.5 gpa this year:(
please let it be at least 2.
haha.
till then~ signing in msn and anticipating your arrival:X
i was elated.
although i didnt really want to get my ass off the chair,and go back to studying/sleeping. i had to.
i couldnt sleep. i tried for two hours. lol. perspiring while tossing and turning on my mattress.
(im staying over at my grandma's because my dad went overseas to play golf)
damn stuffy at my grandma's place. not because of my hotness :/ (haha), but just not enough air ventilation/
my first paper was done with ease. except for some questions that i got stucked for more then 15 minutes. ultimately, some were solved, and some were totally left blank (there's no point in trying when i dont even understand what the question is asking).
im confident to pass. but not confident to score more than 65.
my 2nd paper will be on friday, and i haven't started studying.hahah. die;/
i'll chiong tomorrow and the whole of thursday until my friday papers are done.
the rest of the papers left would be a whole lot easier after that:/ hope i dont get 1.5 gpa this year:(
please let it be at least 2.
haha.
till then~ signing in msn and anticipating your arrival:X
Monday, February 16, 2009
my choices, what are yours?
tomorrow's my first paper.
anxious and excited.
anxious cause there's still part of the subject i couldn't figure out yet.
excited cause it'll be another day down before you start talking to me.
most of my buddies + your sister advice came to this conclusion= give you time to open up.wait. if cannot wait, give up.
although it seems harsh, i guess it finally made sense to me.
i've always wanted to know the situation directly without knowing how you felt about it. im sorry.
i'll wait.
patiently. i shall no grumble. even if it means to wait quietly.
<3
anxious and excited.
anxious cause there's still part of the subject i couldn't figure out yet.
excited cause it'll be another day down before you start talking to me.
most of my buddies + your sister advice came to this conclusion= give you time to open up.wait. if cannot wait, give up.
although it seems harsh, i guess it finally made sense to me.
i've always wanted to know the situation directly without knowing how you felt about it. im sorry.
i'll wait.
patiently. i shall no grumble. even if it means to wait quietly.
<3
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
lonely valentine
i privatized this blog. only me and you could access them.
Hopefully, you might accept my invitation to read my blog. and post your thoughts in here too. maybe with this, we could finally clear the air around us.
These few days,i was desperately asking from friends i trust, seeking for sound advices they could provide me.
Honestly, am i really forcing my feelings on you? if it is, im really sorry.
When i was celebrating chinese new year with my old mates, all of them had their girlfriend brought along. looking at them, admiring and happy for them to the fact that they were attached at last.
but looking in the mirror of my own, i see myself as a lonely man.
i always wondered whenever i see couples hugging and kissing, or even just holding hands. wondering when you and me are gonna be that way. when would that day come.
It already happened couple of times in my dreams, but never came in reality.
i dont want to wake up from this dream
listening to your sister advices, i really felt bad. i realised that i really am giving you the pressure. always did.
who knows, maybe you dont even love me like i thought you would. maybe i was just only the willing party here.
i dont know.
honestly, i never knew whether you do/ do not have any feelings for me.
i was never assured.
now you dont want to reply me, which somehow made even more sense, that i am really forcing my feelings onto you.
i am really really really really sorry. i dont know what is going on in your life right now.
are you really hurt?
are you really suffering inside?
because of me?
if i am the source of this hurt and trouble. maybe i should really end your misery.
and kill myself with silence, rather than hurting you.
i dont wanna see you sad/hurt baby. please reply me.
even a word will do.
Hopefully, you might accept my invitation to read my blog. and post your thoughts in here too. maybe with this, we could finally clear the air around us.
These few days,i was desperately asking from friends i trust, seeking for sound advices they could provide me.
Honestly, am i really forcing my feelings on you? if it is, im really sorry.
When i was celebrating chinese new year with my old mates, all of them had their girlfriend brought along. looking at them, admiring and happy for them to the fact that they were attached at last.
but looking in the mirror of my own, i see myself as a lonely man.
i always wondered whenever i see couples hugging and kissing, or even just holding hands. wondering when you and me are gonna be that way. when would that day come.
It already happened couple of times in my dreams, but never came in reality.
i dont want to wake up from this dream
listening to your sister advices, i really felt bad. i realised that i really am giving you the pressure. always did.
who knows, maybe you dont even love me like i thought you would. maybe i was just only the willing party here.
i dont know.
honestly, i never knew whether you do/ do not have any feelings for me.
i was never assured.
now you dont want to reply me, which somehow made even more sense, that i am really forcing my feelings onto you.
i am really really really really sorry. i dont know what is going on in your life right now.
are you really hurt?
are you really suffering inside?
because of me?
if i am the source of this hurt and trouble. maybe i should really end your misery.
and kill myself with silence, rather than hurting you.
i dont wanna see you sad/hurt baby. please reply me.
even a word will do.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
this is so hard
i tried my best to sleep after the call. but everytime my eyes starts to close, i was awaken by my fears.
truth be told, even if i hate to admit it, im lost.
who am i to You. how important was i to You?
when is this barrier gonna come down so we could communicate properly,where a relationship can be build upon.when will it happen?
i wished You could just tell me what You're thinking.
so that i could at least have a headstart of knowing which directions You're leading me to.
Could we talk?
Im fustrated, wanting to help and be in Your life, yet i was told to let go. It really is depressing.
Give me a chance, as well as give yourself one, will you?
i love you baby
truth be told, even if i hate to admit it, im lost.
who am i to You. how important was i to You?
when is this barrier gonna come down so we could communicate properly,where a relationship can be build upon.when will it happen?
i wished You could just tell me what You're thinking.
so that i could at least have a headstart of knowing which directions You're leading me to.
Could we talk?
Im fustrated, wanting to help and be in Your life, yet i was told to let go. It really is depressing.
Give me a chance, as well as give yourself one, will you?
i love you baby
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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Monday, February 09, 2009
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009
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damn this running nose. been having them since 8 in the morning. @!#!@$#$%$ spend2 bucks on tissue-,- great..................
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
LOL.
i found this quite interesting in facebook. gonna try. LOL.
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
Questions:
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
aerosmith-jaded
album: just push play
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
theory of the deadman- in the middle
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the used- all that i've got
album: in love and death
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
we the kings- stay young
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
boys like girls-five minutes to midnight
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
the cab-that 70's song
album: whisper war
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
boys like girls- hero heroine
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
the friday night boys- thursday night pregame
WHAT IS 2+2?
phatom planet- california
album: orange country soundtrack
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
all time low- six feet under the stars
album: so wrong, its right
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
david archuletta- crush
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
cobra starship- the city is at war
album: viva la cobra
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
the academy is...- we've got a big mess on our hands
album: santi
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
opshop- secrets
album: you are here
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
fm static- october
album: what are you waiting for
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
the used- its hard to say
album: in love and death
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
boys like girls- the great escape
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
a rocket to the moon- dakota
album:greetings from
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
boys like girls- heels over head
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
quietdrive- let me go in
album: when all that's left is you
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
rachel robinson- rescue me
album:my super ex girlfriend soundtrack
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
switchfoot- you
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
miyavi- what a wonderful world
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
opshop- being
album: you are here
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
state of shock- different day
album: life, love, lies
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
phantom planet- i was better off
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
the apples in stereo- the rainbow
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
theroy of a deadman- santa monica
album:gasoline
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
a rocket to the moon- fear of flying
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
phantom planet- our house
__________________________
the instructions were strictly followed.
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
Questions:
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
aerosmith-jaded
album: just push play
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
theory of the deadman- in the middle
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the used- all that i've got
album: in love and death
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
we the kings- stay young
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
boys like girls-five minutes to midnight
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
the cab-that 70's song
album: whisper war
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
boys like girls- hero heroine
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
the friday night boys- thursday night pregame
WHAT IS 2+2?
phatom planet- california
album: orange country soundtrack
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
all time low- six feet under the stars
album: so wrong, its right
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
david archuletta- crush
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
cobra starship- the city is at war
album: viva la cobra
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
the academy is...- we've got a big mess on our hands
album: santi
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
opshop- secrets
album: you are here
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
fm static- october
album: what are you waiting for
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
the used- its hard to say
album: in love and death
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
boys like girls- the great escape
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
a rocket to the moon- dakota
album:greetings from
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
boys like girls- heels over head
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
quietdrive- let me go in
album: when all that's left is you
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
rachel robinson- rescue me
album:my super ex girlfriend soundtrack
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
switchfoot- you
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
miyavi- what a wonderful world
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
opshop- being
album: you are here
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
state of shock- different day
album: life, love, lies
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
phantom planet- i was better off
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
the apples in stereo- the rainbow
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
theroy of a deadman- santa monica
album:gasoline
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
a rocket to the moon- fear of flying
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
phantom planet- our house
__________________________
the instructions were strictly followed.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
for the sake of boredom
2 reports down. 2 MORE TO GO! ARGH. cut me some slack man. i've been slogging myself this whole afternoon with homework, homework, homework!
total blank
hmmms. i should take a rest......
*light bulbs!
play with web cam. AHHAHAHA
surprised ninja
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yusof's OUT. libin's IN now.
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how i might look like 10years down the road
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kiss me kiss me. im sooo smexy:S
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a painting that worths over a million dollars
i shall post others another time. time to get back to my reports. cheers. jiayou me.
tata~
total blank
hmmms. i should take a rest......
*light bulbs!
play with web cam. AHHAHAHA
surprised ninja.jpg)
yusof's OUT. libin's IN now..jpg)
how i might look like 10years down the road.jpg)
kiss me kiss me. im sooo smexy:S.jpg)
a painting that worths over a million dollarsi shall post others another time. time to get back to my reports. cheers. jiayou me.
tata~
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