i tried my best to sleep after the call. but everytime my eyes starts to close, i was awaken by my fears.
truth be told, even if i hate to admit it, im lost.
who am i to You. how important was i to You?
when is this barrier gonna come down so we could communicate properly,where a relationship can be build upon.when will it happen?
i wished You could just tell me what You're thinking.
so that i could at least have a headstart of knowing which directions You're leading me to.
Could we talk?
Im fustrated, wanting to help and be in Your life, yet i was told to let go. It really is depressing.
Give me a chance, as well as give yourself one, will you?
i love you baby
