i would like to restate my post on 3.4.09
i know & i'm really sure about considering the possibility of getting marriage.
after going thoroughly on the 1st half of the book:
the outcome of this relationship between you and me, i'll leave them up to God.
i really do wanna know more of you, but sometimes the way you reciprocate is kinda reluctant.
thats what i've felt honestly.
and that is probably why i've gotten impatient and everything.im sorry. im sorry that my impatience has built a communication barrier between you and me sometimes.
this word,i love you, i really dont say them often. not even to my parents(rarely to my dad, never to my mum).
i've seriously weighed these words before deciding to relate them to you.
courtship, are we going there?
or should i rephrase them, are you intending and interested for us to going in a lil deeper than friends?
are you gonna try, considering the possibility of being together and getting married?
i've learnt to be contented, and wait for God's timing. even if you're not the girl God wanted me to marry, i'll still be thankful that you've once been important to my life, and has taught me a great deal through this book
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