i feel weird this few days,
i just cant seem to bring myself to start a convo.
its feels so weird.
all i could do was sit and stare into eyes of a person/ just plainly catching a glimpse would be enough for me.
(dont bother to understand what im typing unless you're someone i've shared to)
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i cant believe i am sucha loser.
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charles, somehow, i think you're sucha hero. i wish i could be like you,making a firm decision that sounds so confident although there was a hint of reluctance init.but still, i do pretty admire you're decisive-ness.
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i dont understand why i like to holdon to something that always seem impossible.
but yet, by clinging to it, i gives me a least a chance to have that hope.
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if you think you're cute, pretty, handsome, attractive, ugly or pimpy-faced.look in the mirror again.
ask yourself->is that all you can think off? does it really mattters?
how shallow can you be? thinking that looks do matter.neh, i think not.
so what if you're some cute and hot person/ ugly and pimply-faced?
it makes no difference in you're character. unless u build it properly.
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(this paragraph was meant for something else initially.but i decided not to post this in the end)
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