feel like suciding. maybe not.
i've tried made problems look smaller and smaller every day.
but it just kept growing.
thanks.
i dont think im close to anyone. not even my parents.
maybe they're not even my parents at all.
such comforting words._.
living in a world that i have to please instead of my own.
how great.im drifting away
i dont even understand myself now.
just maybe i have spilt personality._.
just wish there will be this someone(humanly-formed) i can share my life and experience with.
cant wait.to be freed from the chains of despair.
take me away,to a secret place.
a sweet escape. even if its just for a day
if you were a girl and you say 'i like/love you' to me right now. i'll accept you even if you're a stranger.
thats how im feeling right at this moment.
really wish i can stop playing hide-and-seek with God.