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i feel like crying. sometimes crying just simply helps.
it doesnt help solve the problem. but it just miraculously make me feel better.
friends around me suffering, yet i cant help them, though i wanted to so much.
yet sometimes, probing them too much will cause the problem to grow even bigger.
sometimes it really doesnt help when someone chose to share something to you which they hold dearly, and of all the advice you can give, you say "pray lo".
is it even gonna help? i mean.. its not going to help to the person thats feeling all down. and all we do is pour water on them. try to think in their shoes, maybe you will agree,maybe you will not.
if you're not- think again. if still cant, i conclude that you aint putting any effort understanding and relating to the shoes of others.
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School's been extremely fun.especially when people thats around you clicks well with you.
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i do question myself whether im in a position to start a relationship.
Wish answers would be clearer.Wish i could get to the point where people understand.instead of pouring water.
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was it a mistake to be born alive?
was it a mistake to be still living?
ANS: no, you're not. its perfectly(humanly) fine for you to feel that way.
but just remember that there's someone out there(like me) thats willing to listen and care. and a graceful God that protects and bless you:D
takecares peeps.

Even if a relationship doesnt work out. there's still alternatives to be best buds instead. who knows.