On a heavier note, i think i should grow up. i'm not sure.
sometimes i felt that im cool at being what i am right now. but then again, i felt that this wasnt what i really am.(sounds confusing? dont worry. even im confused.)
Wished there was some hole i could dig in.to run away from my own sad reality.
0bviously, my wish was already answered.
i know You're the answer, yet im still hoping for other alternatives.
teach me oh G0d
-to love
-to listen
-to obey
-to feel
-to advice
-to walk
-to hear
-to lead
-to learn
-to encourage
-to perservere
i wished there was a simpler way.
but wasnt Your way already simple?
yet i chose to decide my own route.
How much i look at myself-unworthy of Your sacrifice on the cross.
teach me to make Your words., to become swords against my sins.cast my fear.and defeat my strongholds.
Forgive me, guide me. back to Your route,
where the feeling of peace and ease You gave me will be overflowing.
Like what peilin had said,"make my heart Your sanctuary.
From: the greatest sinner ever known.
